The thing is I know how to push past. I have ideas for what I want to do, and planning is the way forward. Indeed it’s something I’ve started. The problem usually occurs when the physical effects of it all kick in: the tiredness, uncomfortableness., etc. Oh and Reddit. Reddit doesn’t help.
The problem is I’m acutely aware that one of my flaws is over thinking, particularly when it comes to planning. I also set myself big goals, and fall short. However, I’ve improved on them both so that should be less of a problem.
The other problem is days like today. I had a two hour interview with a great company and the prospects are good. The aftermath of all the nerves and adrenaline and stuff isn’t good, and i’m sitting here drained and just about keeping my head above water so to speak.
Tomorrow will be a better day. It will involve walking, reading, planning, planning my girlfriend’s anniversary present ( 6 months soon, my love), and if I can swing unleashing some physical tension on my friends punching bag. I know this feeling won’t last.
Doesn’t stop it sucking.
Sorry for the depression post. Also, my love and thoughts to all those affected by the bomb explosions in Boston, and elsewhere across the world.